Today it took me literally all day to just put away the Christmas decorations, and I had to stop every hour and just sit. I had NO energy. None. All day long the snapchats and instagrams of people doing fun things and being together were making me feel petty and jealous and weird, even though I wouldn't have wanted to go anywhere had I been invited. What is UP with that situation? Why did I keep responding and looking?
Now I'm restless and can't settle for sleep, even though tomorrow is a long, busy day and I need to get rest. So it goes.
I sent some cards out, and gathered some things to give away, and I'm glad about that.
I took steps to get ready for my weekend away that starts Thursday. I'm taking an immersive class in design, so I have swatches to make and things to pack.
I'm considering joining a knitalong to use up some yarn that I've had for a while. It's always good to use up stash.
So, it's not as if the day was a total waste, but I feel like a waste, useless and stuck. I don't even know why.
Hopefully I can get it out of my system and reboot. I'm going to try and go to bed now.
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| These are the lovely Colorstorms yarns I'm thinking of making into a Marley scarf. I'll end on a positive. |
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